I put a lot of thought into the decision I made when I wrote this post and decided not to hold on to a dream that only had the potential for disappointment. But I guess some things are just in the stars; you can’t change your fate. Or maybe its just in my genes. You can’t change genetics either.
In the two months since proclaiming to no longer be a dancer, I have received more requests to use my dancing skills than I have in the last year while being proactive about teaching. It’s as if the Universe is begging me to reconsider.
When I think about all of my most life-changing and memorable experiences—with the exception of my husband and children—they all involve dance. And it’s not even entirely true that my family isn’t included because Aaron proposed to me on the stage that I did all of my college performing on (I’ll save that story for another time), and Jade is in love with ballet, gymnastics, and now musical theater.
I can’t escape my destiny: almost all of the traveling I’ve done, many of my most challenging times, the reason that I’m as healthy as I am despite my MS diagnosis, and the reason I spent 5 years at the school that I did and, ultimately, met Aaron all revolve around dance. My best friends are dancers.
I have the World’s best friends.
I know the reason we are so close is because of our shared passion for dance. It has created a bond that is so strong that most people couldn’t possibly relate. A bond so strong that for the rest of my life it will be difficult for me to make new friends because I will always compare them to these friends (Thanks for that, girls :P).
12 years of pictures. How can I possibly choose which ones to share?
There are all the times we toured together…
All the times we laughed together…
And cried together…
And DANCED together…
You get the picture. That’s a lot of memories.
I’m sorry to be so fickle, but I need to retract, or at least amend, a statement that I made before.
I do not need a new me. I love the Me that has been shaped since I met all these amazing people whom I love so much! We will always be friends. And even if I’m not dancing right now, or teaching, I am a dancer. I will always be a dancer. And I look forward to the day in Heaven when we all (you know who you are) reunite for a big encore performance! Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. 12:30 sharp.